4.3.12 ♥.
It has been some time since im here, been so busy with work and my daily outings.
So sad to say, i've quit my job at the bank and decided to go back to study.
Cant bear to part with everyone, and the fact that i love my job, it's really such a pity.
But on the other hand when i've earned my degree i would be able to go back with a higher post and pay. Well, gotta wait till 3 years later then, i gotta be self-disciplined enough to study hard and go for lessons!!
Yeap, taking a break from everything now, shall relax for the time being and have fun.
I think somewhere along the way, i gave up. I got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay because i wanted you in my life. Then i realized that you didnt even care.
Maybe i realized it too late but it still hurts. Maybe i was hoping that we'll find a way to change and turn it back to what it used to be. I have to draw the line because there comes a point where i just had enough and i'd love to give up, but i never did. Now i think i have to stop because it's not fair to the both of us, especially me. It pains me to say this, cos i still care, but i have to tell you goodbye. I know what my problem is now. I cant let people go. I put in so much effort to have them in my life that i just hang onto them. But people change and things arent what they used to be anymore. I just wanna tell you that im happy youve stepped into and out of my life, even for that short-lived moments of joy. You've made me realize a lot of things about myself and the people around me. Im going to miss you, but for both our sakes, this is my goodbye.
I'm letting you go.
On a side note, Boyfriend and i are heading to Genting Highlands on the 16th~
Im so excited, it'll be our first trip out of town, and the first honeymoon, hehehe.
Welcome to my world, love. (:
Pictures from the last update, more to come when i blog the next time.
Im happy with my life and what i have now, time to give thanks^^
So sad to say, i've quit my job at the bank and decided to go back to study.
Cant bear to part with everyone, and the fact that i love my job, it's really such a pity.
But on the other hand when i've earned my degree i would be able to go back with a higher post and pay. Well, gotta wait till 3 years later then, i gotta be self-disciplined enough to study hard and go for lessons!!
Yeap, taking a break from everything now, shall relax for the time being and have fun.
I think somewhere along the way, i gave up. I got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay because i wanted you in my life. Then i realized that you didnt even care.
Maybe i realized it too late but it still hurts. Maybe i was hoping that we'll find a way to change and turn it back to what it used to be. I have to draw the line because there comes a point where i just had enough and i'd love to give up, but i never did. Now i think i have to stop because it's not fair to the both of us, especially me. It pains me to say this, cos i still care, but i have to tell you goodbye. I know what my problem is now. I cant let people go. I put in so much effort to have them in my life that i just hang onto them. But people change and things arent what they used to be anymore. I just wanna tell you that im happy youve stepped into and out of my life, even for that short-lived moments of joy. You've made me realize a lot of things about myself and the people around me. Im going to miss you, but for both our sakes, this is my goodbye.
I'm letting you go.
On a side note, Boyfriend and i are heading to Genting Highlands on the 16th~
Im so excited, it'll be our first trip out of town, and the first honeymoon, hehehe.
Welcome to my world, love. (:
Pictures from the last update, more to come when i blog the next time.
Im happy with my life and what i have now, time to give thanks^^
My cute little girly~ (^3^)
We could have been infinite. @ 9:32 PM
