Things turned out much better than i had expected them to be, however there is still this uneasy feeling deep within me which cannot be explained by words alone.
People come and go - this is what i learnt, and a lesson which i'll never forget, only hoping that i wouldnt fall into the same pit again.
Making a mistake once is forgivable, but repeating it is stupid, and unpardonable.
So in a way, all the misery and emotional torture is somewhat caused by me and me myself.
Thoughts can be controlled, it's all in the mind.
It's hard, but not impossible.
Strive hard, dont give up.
It'll all get better in time.
You're the one who is cruel, dont say stuff like im heartless or whatever.
Dont forget, i did everything none other would have done.
You'll come to regret all your actions in time to come im sure.
Just, find your way into anywhere else but in my arms again.
This is the greatest favour you can grant me now.
I should fucking stop speculating.
Like seriously.
We could have been infinite. @ 11:02 PM
