6.6.11 ♥.
Tiring weekend i had, now it's back to the boring weekdays, facing the lappy several hours till my back aches.
This week is gonna be a great one, i hope.
There's not much motivation, but im trying my bestesttttt.
Things would turn out fine in time to come.
Persevere.
When you lose someone; someone you love, when that person breaks your heart, it's the hardest thing you could ever go through. &no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of him, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in your chest. You fall apart, for the millionth time, and you feel like just disappearing into thin air and never come back. You love this person with all your heart, even though you know you shouldn't. He hurt you even worse than anyone who has hurt you before, he gave you happiness but then took it away. But yet, you still want him, and only him. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to.
It upsets you because you once promised him you wouldn't leave. And even if he broke all his promises, you still want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified. So afraid of getting hurt again. But it doesn't really matter anyway because at the end of the day, you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't wanna miss him anymore, you dont't wanna love him anymore, but you know you always will.
Anyway, for some reason Blogger is being a bitch and it doesn't show my previous posts now,
so here's the links to my posts for the first 2 days of June. For the earlier posts, they're in my archives.
*Clickclick*
For 2nd June 2011...
http://sugarliciousweetheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/i-have-been-frantically-trying-to.html
2 posts for 1st June 2011...
http://sugarliciousweetheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/currently-helping-out-in-my-aunties.html
http://sugarliciousweetheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/i-think-ive-kinda-adjusted-my-body.html
Prolly the word 'Slut'.
This week is gonna be a great one, i hope.
There's not much motivation, but im trying my bestesttttt.
Things would turn out fine in time to come.
Persevere.
When you lose someone; someone you love, when that person breaks your heart, it's the hardest thing you could ever go through. &no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of him, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in your chest. You fall apart, for the millionth time, and you feel like just disappearing into thin air and never come back. You love this person with all your heart, even though you know you shouldn't. He hurt you even worse than anyone who has hurt you before, he gave you happiness but then took it away. But yet, you still want him, and only him. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to.
It upsets you because you once promised him you wouldn't leave. And even if he broke all his promises, you still want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified. So afraid of getting hurt again. But it doesn't really matter anyway because at the end of the day, you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't wanna miss him anymore, you dont't wanna love him anymore, but you know you always will.
Anyway, for some reason Blogger is being a bitch and it doesn't show my previous posts now,
so here's the links to my posts for the first 2 days of June. For the earlier posts, they're in my archives.
*Clickclick*
For 2nd June 2011...
http://sugarliciousweetheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/i-have-been-frantically-trying-to.html
2 posts for 1st June 2011...
http://sugarliciousweetheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/currently-helping-out-in-my-aunties.html
http://sugarliciousweetheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/i-think-ive-kinda-adjusted-my-body.html
Prolly the word 'Slut'.
We could have been infinite. @ 12:56 PM
