10.6.11 ♥.
Although i had an awful bad start to the day, im sure it'll get better as the hours pass.
I've got two job interviews later on, im crossing my fingers that i'll be able to get through this time.
I really need money now, cos i've made a list of the things i want to buy and the stuff i wanna do.
I want a busy busy life, i dont want to have spare time to think about what im not supposed to think of.
The emotional blow is very hard to deal with when a relationship falls apart. Even though you know it’s the right thing to do. And if you didn’t want it to happen, it is even more painful. It seems impossible to stop thinking about him and the memories you shared together.
I miss that feeling when you go to sleep at night and when you wake up in the morning. Its the feeling that everything is all right in the world, and that the person you love is right here with you. You know that amazing feeling that you’re a whole, that you’ve got everything you want, that you aren’t missing anything. Sometimes when i wake up i get that feeling for just a moment. It lasts for the first two seconds but then when my brain starts to work i start to remember what happened, and how nothing has been the same since. Then, depression hits again -the Sadness, the Emptiness, the Longing and the Yearning.
A, i miss you so much.
I've got two job interviews later on, im crossing my fingers that i'll be able to get through this time.
I really need money now, cos i've made a list of the things i want to buy and the stuff i wanna do.
I want a busy busy life, i dont want to have spare time to think about what im not supposed to think of.
The emotional blow is very hard to deal with when a relationship falls apart. Even though you know it’s the right thing to do. And if you didn’t want it to happen, it is even more painful. It seems impossible to stop thinking about him and the memories you shared together.
I miss that feeling when you go to sleep at night and when you wake up in the morning. Its the feeling that everything is all right in the world, and that the person you love is right here with you. You know that amazing feeling that you’re a whole, that you’ve got everything you want, that you aren’t missing anything. Sometimes when i wake up i get that feeling for just a moment. It lasts for the first two seconds but then when my brain starts to work i start to remember what happened, and how nothing has been the same since. Then, depression hits again -the Sadness, the Emptiness, the Longing and the Yearning.
A, i miss you so much.
We could have been infinite. @ 11:34 AM
