19.5.11 ♥.
Trying to get my life back, think ive wasted enough time doing absolutely nothing.
Rotting away isnt too fun a thing to do when it's become an everyday routine for one.
Sick of this.
I want a regulated life !
But all i do is complain and complain, without making much effort to get a job.
How much lazier and pickier can i get?
Screw myself, i gotta learn how to be more disciplined.
Emotional rollercoasters everyday are draining the last bit of me away.
I tell myself everyday, that no matter how much i change, i must not lose myself.
So i'll keep that little part of me that's left, and in the midst of communicating with the 'different' me, i'd still be myself in front of some of you.
to the friends whom i left but still stayed, thank you all.
When i cry, i cry.
When i fall for someone, i fall too hard.
People tell me im too intense when it comes to emotions,
& i'd do anything to be around you.
I am not perfect, and i always get insecure, i think im not good enough for you.
I may have uncountable flaws but i love you better than anyone else ever could.
I love you more than anyone else ever will.
Last week's !
Rotting away isnt too fun a thing to do when it's become an everyday routine for one.
Sick of this.
I want a regulated life !
But all i do is complain and complain, without making much effort to get a job.
How much lazier and pickier can i get?
Screw myself, i gotta learn how to be more disciplined.
Emotional rollercoasters everyday are draining the last bit of me away.
I tell myself everyday, that no matter how much i change, i must not lose myself.
So i'll keep that little part of me that's left, and in the midst of communicating with the 'different' me, i'd still be myself in front of some of you.
to the friends whom i left but still stayed, thank you all.
When i cry, i cry.
When i fall for someone, i fall too hard.
People tell me im too intense when it comes to emotions,
& i'd do anything to be around you.
I am not perfect, and i always get insecure, i think im not good enough for you.
I may have uncountable flaws but i love you better than anyone else ever could.
I love you more than anyone else ever will.
Last week's !
We could have been infinite. @ 11:21 PM
