3.6.11 ♥.
Our Short-lived Happyness
Goodbyes are the hardest, especially when it comes to bidding farewell to someone very important to you.
The past cannot be changed, erased, or amended. It can only be accepted. However unwilling i am to accept reality, at the end of it i know i still have to wake up. Let go and move on. Leave you alone. I don’t have the choosing power; Life isn’t fair, Circumstances aren’t giving me a choice, Time wouldn’t stop for me.
I’ve come to the point that i realize that i’ve done too much for someone, and the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave you alone, walk away. It’s not like im giving up or not trying anymore. It’s just that i have to draw the line between determination and desperation. It doesn’t make sense to let go of something that i have fought so hard for, but it also doesn’t make sense to hold on when there’s nothing there anymore.
Im trying hard not to cry over you anymore because every tear is just one reminder that i don’t know how to let you go. What’s truly mine, will find its way to me, and would eventually be mine. & what’s not, no matter how hard i try, will never be.
Dear A,
Thank you for everything. No matter what happens in the future, you’ll always hold a special place in my heart. Trust that you're in good hands now, you will be happy. My only wish is that from time to time i would still cross your mind. Bye Babysiddy, I love you..
Love,
B.
Goodbyes are the hardest, especially when it comes to bidding farewell to someone very important to you.
The past cannot be changed, erased, or amended. It can only be accepted. However unwilling i am to accept reality, at the end of it i know i still have to wake up. Let go and move on. Leave you alone. I don’t have the choosing power; Life isn’t fair, Circumstances aren’t giving me a choice, Time wouldn’t stop for me.
I’ve come to the point that i realize that i’ve done too much for someone, and the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave you alone, walk away. It’s not like im giving up or not trying anymore. It’s just that i have to draw the line between determination and desperation. It doesn’t make sense to let go of something that i have fought so hard for, but it also doesn’t make sense to hold on when there’s nothing there anymore.
Im trying hard not to cry over you anymore because every tear is just one reminder that i don’t know how to let you go. What’s truly mine, will find its way to me, and would eventually be mine. & what’s not, no matter how hard i try, will never be.
Dear A,
Thank you for everything. No matter what happens in the future, you’ll always hold a special place in my heart. Trust that you're in good hands now, you will be happy. My only wish is that from time to time i would still cross your mind. Bye Babysiddy, I love you..
Love,
B.
We could have been infinite. @ 12:12 PM
