30.5.11 ♥.
Does letting you know the truth matter?
Yes, but no.
Matters so much cos it really sucks to have you getting the wrong idea of me.
The whole world can doubt me but not you.
Like i've mentioned before, if there ever comes a day when you think im trying to do you harm,
think again.
Don't you remember?
Then again, why does it matter if after all these i still gotta let go?
Few months later or maybe not even a few, you would have forgotten about me.
And me, i've got no choice but to smile my way through the immerse pain.
Would you even bother to know? I think not.
Why is there such disappointment when you finally doubt/judge/hate me?
Maybe cos i thought you really knew me.
I thought that no matter what i did and how evil i seemed to be you would be able to look beyond that and tell me, "I know you better than this."
It's a good thing we came to this state now or else we wouldnt be able to let go right?
But i recall again, you claimed it was nothing but pity.
What then is the naked truth?
Do i have to know?
I do, but i dont.
How fucking fickle can i be, why can't i just pretend none of these happened and move on?
The urge of giving up on everything is getting more and more intense each day.
Sad to say, it's not the hope of a better future that's keeping me going.
It's the promise i made to you, saying i'll be strong, and i'll be keeping it.
Yes, but no.
Matters so much cos it really sucks to have you getting the wrong idea of me.
The whole world can doubt me but not you.
Like i've mentioned before, if there ever comes a day when you think im trying to do you harm,
think again.
Don't you remember?
Then again, why does it matter if after all these i still gotta let go?
Few months later or maybe not even a few, you would have forgotten about me.
And me, i've got no choice but to smile my way through the immerse pain.
Would you even bother to know? I think not.
Why is there such disappointment when you finally doubt/judge/hate me?
Maybe cos i thought you really knew me.
I thought that no matter what i did and how evil i seemed to be you would be able to look beyond that and tell me, "I know you better than this."
It's a good thing we came to this state now or else we wouldnt be able to let go right?
But i recall again, you claimed it was nothing but pity.
What then is the naked truth?
Do i have to know?
I do, but i dont.
How fucking fickle can i be, why can't i just pretend none of these happened and move on?
The urge of giving up on everything is getting more and more intense each day.
Sad to say, it's not the hope of a better future that's keeping me going.
It's the promise i made to you, saying i'll be strong, and i'll be keeping it.
We could have been infinite. @ 1:35 PM
