i went to school again today,
and i had a long day.
school ended around 3plus.
assignments are due like next week and i havent started on anything.
good gracious, i only have exactly a week to go.

went to queue at the mrt station to get my ezlink card replaced.
Mel, Bee and i waited for like an hour and we finally got it done.
then went to Cineleisure(again) to sit down to talk.
i was feeling a lil worse than yesterday.
i guess im starting to feel the pinch already.
saw Yongsheng at W.O.S and i bought myself an anklet from one of the pushcarts.
then home around 7.30pm.

me is going to school tomorrow.
i have to do things to keep myself occupied.
pray that i wont suffer from depression.

everything i do and everywhere i go,
im reminded of you.
imy.

Some unpleasant stuff happened at home and i feel damn stressed up.
Baby isnt here for me anymore and all of a sudden i dont know who to turn to.
okay anyway people, ive got another site to rant all my emo emo stuff.
doesnt mean i dont show im sad means im happy alright.
go figure, it should be easy.

okie so i met Jiawei and trained to Serangoon and Lihan fetched us to school.
Law is alright, i did copy a few things the lecturer taught.
camwhored a bit in class cos i realized it has been a longgggggg time.
and yes, im happy with my own performance today.(:

after school i met Renice.
we caught Phobia2 at Cineleisure.
i thought the first movie (4bia) was better.
yeah, 3.5/5 for this.

oh did i mention?
i bought a new phone so i went to shop for a new landyard today.
i had lotsa self control today,
cos i only bought a landyard.
super chio, i likeyyyyyyyy !
talked and yakked until it was time to go home.

school again tomorrow,
and i'll try to control my emotions well cos i think the pain is starting to come.
wish me luck !








Nurul.

I thought you would want me by your side, but no, i was wrong.
I'm sorry my Dear for everything.
I didn't mean to make you feel this way i swear.
I'll keep you in my prayers everyday.

Tomorrow will be a new start,
and i promise to give my best shot.

I hate to say Goodbye,
but Baby i think i love you enough to let you go.
You must be happy, then i'll be happy too.
Takecare Sweetheart, remember i'll always be here for you.♥

lots of things running through my mind,
but many things left unsaid.
"Stab !'' went my heart.

spacing out,
i felt a twinge of sadness and emptiness.
Lost.

takes such a long time to build the love and trust,
imagine everything being destroyed just after a day.
Insecurity.

Baby, i dont think im just plain paranoid.

Dear God,
i wish you'll keep him safe and sound.
i wish you'll bless him this time round.
i wish you'll be there to guide him now.

Sometimes in life we have to make painful decisions that we know we will be sure to Regret.

and so i really hope the both of us will be alright; maybe not you, but me. ):

It didnt happen today, i dont know why.
im in an extremely confused state of mind and at a total loss.
after what had happened,
i cant bring myself to trust you altogether again.
i swore i never cried so hard before.
i feel so so horrible and helpless now.
i need a break, and i know you badly need one too.

i've got so much to tell you,
but i just cant get them out.
and when i look back and think,
i realize i've only got myself to blame.

cos i chose this route.

im trying hard not to think about it,
but it's so hard it's almost impossible.

my mood has been way off couse for the past few days.
the next few days/weeks/months will be worse.
shall disclose it tomorrow or so.

anyway i've moved to SengKang, just opposite Compass Point.
will be staying there till the new condo at Bartley is done.
i like it here i think.

&guess what?
Jeremy Ting suddenly talked to me online and we sorta caught up with each other.
Shimpy said i have no standards anymore.
shant say cos of what.
its kinda personal.
to him, and of course me.
im pretty much upset now. ):

Plans to meet up with the stewpid Beibei failed.
so i went to meet Twin instead.
caught The Ugly Truth at AMK Hub.
overall not bad, but pretty dirty.
3/5 stars.

Fourpeace's chalet piccas.

greattt, my Blogger is working again,
and i've fixed my lappy's speakers.

random overdued pictures here.

i cant wait to see Gavin tomorrow(:


Gavin's Kiki.

HAPPY BELATED 20TH MONTHSARY TO BABY AND I !!!! :D (14o9o9)

school reopened on Monday and i went.
hoho, Law seems tough mansxzxz.
went to meet Baby and co. and then to Aloha Changi chalet.
i didnt know most od the peeps who were there cos they're all Baby's friends.
stayed over there and i didnt go to school the next day -.-

yesterday evening went to FourPeace's chalet at Aranda Countryclub after i left Baby's.
had a really pathetic Bbq but me had much fun laughing.
went home at 9plus and was very tired.
i bet the rest had fun sniffing each other's undies yesterday night yo !

was supposed to go to school today but i skipped that as well.
i couldnt wakey.
gonna meet Tweenzo now and later home early.):

Bibi is still at the Chalet now, till tomorrow(thursday) when they check out.
gonna skip school again tomorrow and head to Changi again to meet Bibi.
and im not gonna see Honey from Thursday till next Monday !!! ))):

i miss my Beibei boohoos.

hi, im back.
been moodless and done all sorts of crazy antics.
hads tiffs with Honey over the slightest nonsensical thingy,
and my family is sorta messy.
shall not elaborate much cos im lazy, hurr hurrs.
anw, Gavin and i are alright and are still going strong.
im glad you're there for me Sweetie.(:

i practically screwed my exams up,
like seriously.
okie me is damn sad cos there aint any holidays for mua.
groans groans.
school starts on Monday, 14th.
two new modules, Business Law and Principles of Marketing & Productions Management.

and THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO SKIPPING OF LESSONS cos:
1) heard that both lecturers are sarky and attendance will be taken by them themselves.
2) students will be barred from exams if they have <90% attendance.
3) i do not wish to take any more sub-papers.

prolly going to Baby and friends' chalet on monday,
and to 4peace chalet/bbq on tuesday.

oh and Baby's holidays have started.
have lotsa fun Baby !
loveloveloveyoooooos <3

i still cant upload picxxx, but my account is alright when i used Twin's lappy.
okay so there's either a problem with my Lappy or my internet.
gahhhhhhhhhhhs :/
till here~

Baby's words were comforting last night,
but he turned back to normal today - annoying as ever.
hiak hiaks, met up with Sweets and he started his hide and seek game again.
uber cute i tell you.
and I LOVE HIS KISSABLE JUICY LIPS MOST !

anws, met Twin for lunch today and gonna meet her tomorrow in the early morning too(:
slacked with Berber awhile too.

sads im running a temperature nao,
boohoos.

okieee,
exams are like next monday and wednesday and i havent started a thangggg.

i dont know what to do now,
im so lost.

Gavin Honey please log into our blog and read what i have to say.
heart euuuuu manymany~

Baby i love the way you look at me with those adorable eyes,
you make me wanna hold on to you forever and ever.

i love it when you cuddle up to me.
i love it when you say cold jokes and snigger to yourself.
i love it when you refuse to admit you have lost at a game.
i love it when you pester me to play hide and seek with you.
i love it when you do all sorts of weird stuff to cheer me up.
i love it when you say you love me.
i love it when you annoy me and then say you're sorry.
i love it when you get angry over silly things.
i love it when you act like you dont care at all.
i love it when i can read your mind, but you still persistently deny.
i love it more when you call me, cos just by hearing you makes my heart melt.
& i love it most when you hold my hand and smile at me, cos it makes the rest of my day so so happy.

You're mine Honey; you belong to me only.
i'll never share your heart with anyone else.
i wanna be with you, always and always.♥

i'll say the 3 magic words to you one day,
i'll be ready soon Darling.(:

QUEEN.

Brenda Yap.
21o892
I ♥ to eat.

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." - Jeremiah 3:3


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