Dear Heart, why Him?

31.10.08 ♥.

I LIKE THE FEELING IM FEELING NOW.(:

hey, dont feel too bad.you still have us alright?
must be strong wor, shall let you bully me all you want now.
jiayous!:DDD

social studies, chinese, geography, literature and science mcq left
before the partayye begins.myye gawdddsxxzzzz, i cant wait!
11 MORE DAYS!

i won honeybunny in outrun.(: *smirkkkks*

i wanna be happy.
i wanna watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.
i wanna watch SAW 5.
i wanna watch THE COFFIN.
i wanna watch MADAGASCAR 2.

K, you're a very nice guy.seriously, i think you can be trusted yah?
shall believe you and take your advice.
i'll get to grow a little smarter in time, dont worry!
thankkiewwws wor:D

We could have been infinite. @ 9:56 PM

30.10.08 ♥.

i think i'll flunk my O levels.
emath was a disaster.):
help, i dont wanna fail.
screw emaths.

and you.
bloody fucker.
i dont mean a thing to you.
dont come tell me otherwise,
i dont wanna believe you anymore.

no mood for anything.
fuck.
disappointments.
pain.
death.

Labels: i think i've lost you yet again.

We could have been infinite. @ 11:48 AM

28.10.08 ♥.

I just want you close

Coz you make me smile

I just cannot get you off my mind

With each kiss

You blow me away

And without you I think I’d go crazy

For your love I would do anything

Coz to me… you are my everything

you said i didnt trust you,
you told me to trust you.
so i did, and you broke my trust.

you said i dont believe anything you say,
you told me to believe you.
so i did, and you lied to me.

you said you wouldnt care about what others felt,
you told me you would change.
so i thought you would,
cos you sounded you meant it.

you said you would treat me right,
you told me you wouldnt want to hurt me.
you said you didnt wanna lose me from the start,
you told me you didnt know what to do then,
so you chose to keep your mouth shut.

you dont even have the courage to own up,
to say you still love me.
now that someone is back to break us up,
you're doing nothing about it.
are you hinting to me that you're gonna let it all happen again?
would you rather see me cry than to disappoint your friend?

seriously, i have no confidence in you.
your every word and action shows that you dont care.
you always say i think too much,
but if you didnt make me think,
would i?
if everything is gonna repeat itself,
then i'd rather not have you back.

know why?
i'll tell you why.
cos i cant take another heartbreak.
you dont know how i feel,
no one can.

We could have been infinite. @ 8:04 PM

♥.

HOT HOT HOT!
ATTENTION ALL SEC 4E STUDENTS AND THE THRU-TRAIN STUDENTS WHO TOOK THE EMATHS O LEVEL 4016 PAPER ONE, CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW FOR THE ANSWER SCHEME!!!

WHEN THE PAGE OPENS, SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK ON
"Rough Solutions for 2008 GCE O level Mathematics 4016 Paper 1"

my heart was practically in my mouth when i was going through the answers, but i couldnt really remember the questions and what i wrote though. :/

http://www.maths-tuition.com/index.php?option=com_docman&task=cat_view&gid=24&Itemid=8

We could have been infinite. @ 12:02 AM

27.10.08 ♥.

hey! i thought i could hold it out until the end of O's, but nope, here i am, typing into my keyboard.

hmms, geography paper was okay i guess.i gotta show helen lim that an F9 student can pass and get an okay grade in less than two weeks before the exams.yeap, i think i'll be fine.

emath was a disappointment.aye i must pass lor, or else, seeya guys in school next year.( i'll prolly be in sher and ber's class) sadzzzzz. *shakes head violently* i gotta pass, so buck up for paper two! GOGO JIAYOUS! (sometimes i really wonder if all the add oil stuff actually works on me...)

instead of burying my head with textbooks and notes, guess what i've been doing.

(!!!)fantasizing on how our kids will look like.
we thought of their names, a few were pretty hilarious.
so i decided to name our baby boy, (which coincidentally is my darling's petname)
KAYBEN.
and our baby girl shall be named KAYLEY.
so cool huh!

hmmmmmms.
maybe Kayben will look like this

or like this

or he might even look like his sotong daddy!

Kayley might turn out like this

or like that

maybe this?

so adorable huh? just like us.(:

okay, enough all all this, time to mug mug mug!

you never fail to make my heart skip two beats. i love you, gavin.

We could have been infinite. @ 3:20 PM

23.10.08 ♥.

science practical was horrible.
i practically screwed the whole thing up.
there goes my 30marks.

chemistry paper was worse.
I AM D U M B CAN!
what liquid is colourless and boils at 100degrees?
correct answer: water, H2O
my answer: chlorine -.-

what is the charge for Magnesium?
correct answer: Mg 2+
my answer: Mg+

see! i know the answers one lor.why the hell didnt i use my brains huh?!

english paper yesterday.
it was alright i guess.
i should be able to get a B at least.

today's supposed to be amath, which is in 2 hour's time.
im at someone's house cos my dumb comp is down again.
sheesh! im not going for paper today, cos even if i go,
i'll prolly get an F9.so what difference does it make to get
an ABSENT? yeap, so i decided not to waste my time.

geography paper tomorrow.
i havent started a thing.):
friday's the BIG paper.
emath.
i gotta pass i gotta pass i gotta do well.

i think everything will turn out the same way as it did.im thinking, is it all worth it?

We could have been infinite. @ 2:53 AM

11.10.08 ♥.

你还爱我吗 - 蔡依林

夜里传来雨的声音

轻轻拨动心的旋律

情不自禁想起你

那些甜蜜的回忆

总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

爱情需要一些呼吸

偶尔保持一点距离

回到朋友的关系

任你自由的来去

从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗

一直好想问你这句话

却又怕

听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗

为何你总是不说话

眼看我为爱不爱挣扎

你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息

心里还惦记着你

在这冷冷的夜里

感觉那么的熟悉

好想再见你想听听你的声音

你还爱我吗

一直好想问你这句话

却又怕

听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗

为何你总是不说话

眼看我为爱不爱挣扎

你爱我吗

感情的路总让人好无助

我会学着面对独处

给深爱的你祝福

你还爱我吗

一直好想问你这句话

却又怕

听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗

这是我唯一的牵挂

不管你会有什么回答

我会一直等你

你还爱我吗

We could have been infinite. @ 2:39 AM

9.10.08 ♥.

Graduation Day today; Last Day Of School.

the day passed quickly, in the blink of an eye.

been feeling a kind of ache in my chest for a couple of days now.it's a perpetual ache, not those on-off kinds.i dunno what triggered it, maybe it's a combination of sadness due to the fact that i'm graduating already, and a fear of the O's.):

I feel so old.

I have frigging graduated from KCP.

Help. it feels so surreal.i cant believe four years flew past just like that.

Omg I sound so sad.

while writing my graduation cards last night, i couldnt help but break down and cry.i just dont like things to end.i dontt want a new phase of life.i don' like change.i thought of yesterday in class, how our lessons were so slack and how we just spent the whole day taking pictures.we don't have another time for that to happen. lessons are over, everything's over. (Shit I really sound damn sad).

i thought i'd be happy to graduate.i never thought i'd feel so sad..

yeapp, i wanna say a big THANK YOU to everyone who has crossed my path in these four years of my life in KCP.no matter what kind of memories brought - good or bad, i still appreciate every single thing that happened.to all my friends in school, i'll miss you mansxz.takecare and all the best!

all the teachers who have taught me not only in subjects but also lessons in life, Thank You.i'll remember all these for life.

TWOPEACEZEROSIX;

remember our stand yeah?

We love each other.

you guys know you'll never be replaced.

i'll miss the happy times we shared together.<3>

FOURPEACEZEROEIGHT;

we shall not let mr lee down kay!

and thanks alot for making the last two years of my stay in the school so enjoyable.

ONCE A PEACIE, ALWAYS A PEACIE.

Everyone of you made a difference in my life.THANK YOU(:

29.09.08 - Graduation Ceremony