guess what.i forgot to blog yesterday.i logged in into blogger but forgot to post. -.=
yay, tomorrow!(: FOP! could have been better, but in the end... sians.):

OKAY SEC 4 E's AND 5 N's.
TIME TO PARTAYE A LITTLE, MOCK EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRR:D

good luck to the rest of the school, cos common test starts tomorrow.
and the 4N's, jiayous for prelims, which starts in 12 days' time.work hard wor! esp you.

crazy mood swings with unknown reasons these few days.
(: ): :D XP << see.thats what i mean.


hey lc,
if you're reading this, i wanna tell you im sorry.
and also, thank you.cos you're the first person so far that i know who likes me so much.
i know you just want me to be happy, and im really touched.
thanks yeah.(:



now i dont know what i want.cos i feel so insecure.

VERY SORRY WENDA, SHERMAINE, BERLINDA, YONGSHENG.):
im sure you all understand yeah? thank y'all v.much wor.

i forgot to report about ytd's mock exam.ss and amath paper 2.SUCKAAAAAAAAA!
really man, me suck at amathhhh ALOTALOTALOT! today, we had emath paper 2 and physics.): i didnt know how to do, so i expect a few F9s now.gotta buck up soooooon.


today's happenings.secret.
but people, dont worry about me.im fine.(: see? thats a smile.(:
yeah, so im really alright.


I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAYYYY!



tell me what's going on.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDYYYYY~!
you're the best dad in the whole wide world.although you can get mean at times and behave really unreasonably sometimes, i still love you.thank you for everything you have done for me for the past coming to 16 years.i really appreciate it alot.i dont say this to you, cos its kinda gross.but what matters is how i feel inside aye?yeapps, stay happy always and many great years ahead!(:


had bbq yesterday night downstairs, pictures in my uncle's cam.shall upload em when i get em.kay i dunno wtheck im doing nowadays, cos i cant seem to focus on anything.i booked the bbq pit for the wrong date!): and when mommy and i went to the guardhouse to check if there were any other pits available ytd, there wasnt! but thank god one of the families having bbq let us have one pit, cos they booked two.(: thank you, although i dont know you. everything else went on smoothly.i didnt eat though, keep chiong-ing drinks nias.cos i didnt wanna get fat. baby said im fat, but he still wants me.(: i hope he was serious yo!

me planned to celebrate daddy's birthday at swensen's today, tgt with mommy dearest and uncle alvin and auntie jesreen and cousin aloysius.but then, my relatives decided to go to pasir ris for another round of bbq. yao si ar! high cholestrol + VERY fattening + all sick in the minds! mytian, yesterday bbq, today also.then i requested for half bbg half steamboat, so that i can at least eat abit.or else sure fatdat de.): yeah, i'll be leaving house in about 45 mins time.shall go get ready and wish i'll keep my spirits high.cos im kinda depressed now.forever the same reason: gavinang.

yuppyupps!piccas will be up soon, takecare all, God Bless.





why are you behaving so weird..? youre so different from friday night.how come you suddenly so cold to me huh? i hope im the one who's being skeptical here, cos baby, i cant lose you again.

im camping at home today. reason: dont tell you. zzz, im lame.okay, from my tagboard, i can see that my dear twinzo is really bored.poor thing uhs.okay dont care her.(:

i was msg-ing someone ytd night cos he asked me to.and he slept on me!): halfway never reply alr.should i be angry with him? that cute little thing didnt sleep for two days, so i should forgive him.yeapyeapps!:D he calls himself BHB.which represents Beri Handsome Boy.lawl can!

okay im bored too.im not studying for mocks.nth seems to be going into my damn brain.why why why!!!

i'll be a little more than random now.
tomorrow is my daddyyyyyy's birthday!(:
i'll be broke cos im treating him to swensons.
so i gotta treat mommyyyyyyy too.
and she eats like a pig, just like moisxz.:D


I LOVE MY BHB BERI BERI MUCH WOR!& he claims he lubbslurbbexxz me too. <333



baby i hope you meant what you said k.dont make me happy for a moment and disappoint me the next moment.wo ai ni many many.

me didnt go to school today.:D no paper, plus i dont wanna see william ho.
i wasted 6 hours of my life today doing absolutely nothing.dont ask me why.im pissedddd.

im lazy for now, i wanna sleep.(:
my whole body aches, esp my fat thighs.someone knows why uh?
blog till then.:D

I LOVE SANDRA LORK KAI HUI!
AND SHE LOVES ME TOO!(:


i hate you and your effing lies.but i also love you and your super cute self.how how how?!?!?!

ooooh, geog and emath were total screwups too.):
okay, i dont care anyway, this is only mock exam.

had ALOT of fun riding siva's damn bike, which does not have any bell, no brakes, no bike stand, and the seat makes you feel some pain.):
i declare that imma strong girl, shermaine and twin are losers.XD
kay i was the one who rode them all the time lor.they just had to stand behind and enjoy the ride.waaa hen lei lehhhh~ my whole body aches frigging much now.esp my sisterrrrr.): LOL!
but hor, in the end i still knocked into that shop.so sorry wor, aunty!(: twin helped pick up the clothes which were strewn to the floor.my bad.nono, the bike's fault.:D
no piccas today, but more fun to come ba.

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW.


someone spoilt my day.i fucking hate my life i wish i would die anytime, without anyone knowing.i hurt so so so bad.and no one will understand.boos):





BRENDA YAP SHOULD STOP BEING SO DUMB.




my dear boy, please tell me what on earth are you thinking.wtheck is wrong with you?! i really dont fucking understand why you're like that now.everyday is a torture kay.you know it too!freakkkkkkkkk~! let's just get this over and done with.

BERLINDA LEE!
SHERMAINE CHONG!
WENDA LIM!
ALYSSA BAY!
DION CHIA!
BRENDA YAP!
ALL CHEER UP KKAYYS!
NO MORE CRYING!(:
all good things come to an end, so i guess bad things will come to an end too!we'll wait for all the sadness to end kay.:D we still have each other worxxxxx.


if only it all turns out good. i should stop this wishful thinking ya?

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO FELICIA FOO AND JASELYN LIM!(:

MOCK EXAMS START TOMORROW!
EXACTLY ONE MORE MONTH TO BRENDAYAP'S BIRTHDAY:D

i was super hyper today.idk why, but heh heh!:P
then some irritating fool spoilt my day.
end.


im sorry, dearie.i didnt mean to cry in front of you.but i couldnt control myself, i missed you too much.i want you back luh.):

stuck at home today, cos tuesday is mock exam alr.seriously, im not even working on it luh.i wanna study, but still no mood.freakkkkk!
tomorrow is Racial Harmony Day, people!im not wearing any ethnic clothing.(: so embarrassing can anots???
great, I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO COME.and im not telling you all why.(: hehs!

eww, i just realised, ive got nothing to post about today.):

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yeapyeapps, takecare yo!i love ya all much! SMILES APLENTY!

brenda is a happy girl.(: *extremely wide grin*

&now, its only mending the broken pieces back together.(:





i wanna know nth but the absolute truth, please okay?let's get this over and done with.but darling, we gotta be strong.i trusted you completely last time, but now, im not sure anymore.can you give me the assurance i want?

its saturday todayyyy!(:
and thank God ive got no extra lessons yo!(: went to my grans' place (mommy's daddy) early in the morning.met couzzies there, plus my two beloved aunties.(: was supposed to study my physics and chemistry ten-year-series but i ended up blasting my music and pigging around.(:

Siva was a joy to me today.uhm, not only today.well, i gotta tell you, thank you so much for *ahem ahem*.you're close to being my 'Benefactor'.anws, im really grateful to you and i know you dont know this, so im gonna tell you here.YOU MADE ME SMILE TODAY! and fyi, BRENDAYAP IS SUPER HAPPY!:D :DDD

went to amk central for family getto just now, had steamboat for dinner.(dont ask why we go to these kinda places, cos idk too.) but but but!!! i enjoyed eating alot.hoho! which leaves me to do ONE thing, that is to LOSE WEIGHT! im gonna go get that slimming belt thingy that mommy dearest bought me the other time.(: (: (:

waittttt~! actually i dont have to lose weight anymore, i just have to mantain my weight now.dont 'cha think so? cos someone special told me im just nice.correct size.(: and that person said I DONT HAVE FAT THIGHS.everything is alright! wooots!:P

okay guys, im really happy for dont know what reason, but i just am!yeah yeah, there's only ONE thing that makes me sad now.haishhhhh.
MONDAY SEEMS TO TAKE FOREVER TO ARRIVE.):

okay.dont zi high alr.or else ya'll think imma nutcase.aye Sandra darling, rmb this?(:
yeapyeapps, update again tomorrow, I LOVE YOU ALL MANY MANY!

hello, all.(:
school was so unmeaningful today luh.i had 4 free periods in a row.and for your info, i only had 7 periods today, which includes 1 period of chemistry, 1 period of recess, and 1 period of self-study amath.so practically i didnt study at all.

Oooooohhh~ mock exams in 4 days time.
brenda yap hasnt touched an inch of her textbooks or notes.):

i was running away from will-i-am the whole time.): me dont like him.gahhhhhs!

okay, im tired, shall keep the post really short.

im happy today, i really am.(:



wei wei.study hard okay? dont "quarrel" cos of some stupid english question alr.me wanna talk to you again and soon.you know why aye?:DDDD

i had my english oral prelims today, and... I THINK I DID WELL!(: it wasnt so bad after all.haha.


prasad was talking to me about some love triangle thingy, and i tell you people, if you're not in love with anyone, dont even think of trying,cos ya know what? it hurts alot.the pain you will experience is so deep you can hardly breathe.im serious okay.):


okay, so i hung out at supernova again.with the same people.and berlinda is crazy.i mean seriously siao.she and her "boredom" and "pontian" and "ben zhen" word.still got different lauguage de accent.so dumb, but girl you made me smile today.thankyou so much for cheering me up yo!



i dont know what i want now.im lost, and i cant find my sense of direction.i know you wont be there anymore, but i still wanna be guided to safety.up till now, you're still keeping it all to yourself.prasad was right.you're amazing when it comes to not showing your emotions.i miss you very very much.i think of how i miss hugging you to sleep, and the tears just keep flowing...

tomorrow is english oral prelims.omgggg, i gotta do well.the fake one i did with mr lee today was a total failure.i couldnt see then damn picture at all lor, its all black.i couldnt figure wtheck the picture was conveying to me.so i told mr lee, i dunno how to say.so he told me what was expected.so i didnt do well for the picture conversation part.next was the talking part.he asked me to tell him about a book i enjoyed.so i said, Bridge To Terabithia.and i yakked on and on cos it was easy!(: and he said i did very well for that section.yay, people, wish me luck tomorrow kay!(:

nothing much happened today, just that i had a little bit of fun running away from that ever-so-sickening william of a thang.poor gavin and johnathan, or i can say, stupid of them, to run into the out-of-bounds part of the library and did some freakingly retarded things.i shant say what, cos their too dumb, so they were caught on camera.and got into trouble.joke joke joke.william came, and we all zao.walao me is innocent de lor.but i scared me shoes get caught.shiaaaaaaaat him. @!%$^#^&*()_+~

supernova again, soon to be my second home. -.=
same old people; Twin, Shermaine, Berlinda, Wenda, Huiting(: me lovelove ya'll wors!
still stressed at the moment, reasons unknown.maybe its pms.gah gah gahhhhhhs! great, mommy dearest bought me some "melt away stress daily calming" lotion.idk if it works, but no harm trying!hurr hurr.

oh yeah.weird/strange/funny things about today.

i saw a "different" JONATHAN NG.
SHERMAINE CHONG and her cheesy tissue. *snigger snigger*
CHUA HUITING and her "open mouth for nothing" thingy.
BERLINDA LEE can get really serious when it comes to talking about LOVE.
i ignored someone for the very first time.
i had serious mood swings for nothing.



Twin: nice hobby we found today, let's go for more freebies.(:




you know what? i have this sick feeling inside me that tells me you're gonna be okay without me.you'll be alright.but it suddenly hit me that im the one who is helpless, i cannot live without you.shit! i cant go on like this forever.you dont fucking give a damn to me anymore.

william pissed me off again today.): early in the morning he come parade square and he suddenly say, "oi, why you wear white shoe?" then i felt like telling him JERK, I HAVE A NAME OKAY! but in the end i didnt, i said " i quit council alr." the he told me,"you dont think you quit council then you can go on breaking all the school rules.i'll still come after you." so i said, "OKAY, BYE."

hey humans, tell me.is he mentally deprived of something or has he got nth better to do.fuck lah.and as promised, me wore #1 tee today, and WHITE shoes.obviously ferr baby wasnt happy about it, but i cant help it.i want my freedom back.council sucks!sorry lah baby.i wont put you in a spot de.



had O level chinese listening comprehension today.the fourth floor classrooms had their air-cons on for the very first time, ever since i stepped into this school 4 years ago.haha, that is a long long time mans.i thought it was pretty manageable, but in the end come out alot of people say very tough.so my confidence was down.): but i hope i did okay.CHINESE RESULTS TO BE RELEASED VERY VERY SOON WORS!

i went to school today.my fever's gone.thats great, but some fucking asshole come spoil my day way in the morning.si will-i-am.he should just die or something.cant he see that the whole school is freaking against him?! kay, i used to think i love the school ALOT for the past three and a half years.now, I HATE SCHOOL.he make me wanna skip lessons.

story was like that....
i heard that fucker shout my name across the canteen, so i pretended not to hear him.i started to speed walk to get away from him but the next moment he was behind me.so i had no choice, so he made me follow him to the general office.then he started shouting at me.fuck man.total loser.in any case he was VERY mean with his words so i quarrelled back.so he asked felicia baby to come check my attire.she know i never tuck in shirt, but i put string cannot meh?! fuck that william ho.just cos im a councillor?no way lor.so many other councillors are doing this.FELICIA KIEW &MICHELLE GOH& MELODY BELLIDO are also putting strings la.im not saying im biased against them, but cos they're my friends, so i make a comparison here.no offence ah, dears.i wont give ya'll away dont worry.eh look here la, 99 out of 100 girls in school either fold their blouse in or put string/rubberband.why the fuck must that fucker always notice me huh?!

and do you guys know what's the worse thing? he asked me to report to him EVERYDAY for detention.fuck lah! i have srp to attend, and all i did was to put string under the blouse.im not going man.he not happy then call my parents.im sure my daddy and mommy will think he's unreasonable.

ME IS QUITTING THE STUPID STUDENT COUNCIL.i am so out of place lor.i dont give a damn to those points anymore.i want my freedom back!

sorry luh, effer.its not my fault if i look like a bad girl to you.so what if i hang out with your so-called "undesirable" people huh?you have no right to stop me, their MY friends, not yours.i hope your balls get squashed or something.ooooh, so sorry.you aint got any balls.cos you are just a chao ah gua.your old and wrinkly butt put on sale at desker road also nobody want.i know you see me pretty luh, but dont need do all these to get my attention right.or to try all ways and means to talk to me. NOTE: eh people, all this not i say de, but i thought they made real sense too.agree?? this is a quote from one of my dear teachers.(:

oh, thank you TEACHER for standing up for me.i know sometimes im in the wrong, but im glad you're on my side.i hate that sly old fox.thank you also for the counselling session today, and helping me cover up for the many lessons i skipped today.you're one of the very few teachers in this school who actually understands me lor.i wont let you down, cos you have faith in me.i'll work hard.(: but sorry, i really wanna get out from council.all these stress and responsibility are so damn unecessary.i know you know why aye? *hint hint*


tomorrow brenda yap shall wear white shoes to school and #1 tee.see how that jerk catch me.
great, other than will-i-am, still got another delia foo.sians i wonder how they're gonna kill me.shiaaaaaaaaaat~):





mr lee talked to me about you today.alot alot of things.he says i should convey whatever he said to you, but will you wanna listen to me? just know that whatever i do or tell you, its all for your own good.whether you appreciate it or not, i will still do whatever i need to.i wont give up on you, even though the whole world asks me to.cos if i leave you alone, will there still be another person to care for you? i guess not.but you'll have to tell me if you want my help cos it takes to hands to clap.no point i give my best and you dont wanna cooperate.

its sunday alr, and the fever aint gone yet.shiaaaat, i'd better get well by tomorrow morning.dont wanna miss school yeah?i miss everyone, no kidding.

i must be off my mind, cos i actually had this plan to skip school together with someone.but lucky for me, i knocked those thoughts outta me alr.hoho.

okay you know what?someone just spoilt my mood to blog.so shall stop here, cos im on the verge of breaking down alr.):
dont ask me why, i cant explain it.



tomorrow is six-months anni.i know i'll be spending it alone again, just like the past 3 months.im really sad cos i still dont know what youre thinking.dont say sorry to me, im to blame for everything.but baby, talk to me.please okay?

brenda is stuck at home today, and most probably tomorrow too.ive got a fever and its n0t going away.hmm, maybe the fever triggered due to excessive amath.so basically my rents are out for gathering, leaving me alone at home.surprisingly im not bored, just that i tend to wander off and start thinking about some stuff.D:

i have been sitting by my window sill for the past half an hour or so, and now to blog.staring at the sky, i realise that in this world, there are so many beautiful things that we do not know how to appreciate.oh, look!the clouds are so pretty, but pity my phone cannot capture it nicely, and the camera just died on me.the earth is awesome, but we fail to see the magnificient side of it.sometimes i wonder, why do people like to think of all the sad past and not remember the happy things that once happened?i guess its all human nature, i cant seem to be that same me anymore.i wasnt like this, and you all know.

i dont know what's the reason that im holding on, but im really trying my very best already.just give me more time, i can do it.aww, my head hurts now.off to bed now, but im not falling asleep.im online though, and i guess its still early so no one's online.im waiting for someone to nudge me...gahs



"From now on i have nothing to do with you.i dont have a crazy stupid ex like you.i didnt trust you at all, i doubted you all along.dont come and give me crap and say you still love me and all that shit.i dont believe and wont believe." boy, thats what you told me two days ago.from that moment, i gave up on you.you dunno how much your words have hurt me, whether you meant it or not.but i take it that those are really coming from your heart, and be rest assured, im not angry with you.so there isnt a need to apologise.its all my fault, im just disappointed with myself.i gave you everything i could and loved you with all my heart, but in the end you actually felt this way.im just a failure, now and will forever be one.



&the broken pieces of my heart just go on shattering...

"TEN PROMISES TO MY DOG" with FRIENDS today. the show is damn nice i tell you.effing sad too.): reminded me of Snowy siolx.so i started to cry from the middle part.and the poor doggy died in the end. *sob sob* everyone should go watch! very very nice.:D puppy is extremely adorable lor.i was practically squealing my way through the movie luh.i want my snowy back!): imy, baby.

met TWIN after movie, slacked at 115 playground and cam-whored all the way.study plan was disrupted.LOL.yay, another 60+ piccas added to the TWINTWIN album.muahaha.
peektures belowwwwww~!

BRENDA YAP HATES WILLIAM HO.
oh yes, i really do.


kay people, here's the story.will-i-am sickeningly asked me to go to one side while i was walking up to the hall with lina and rachel this morning.and that two ass-es laugh at me luh.you all good luh.kns mans.then he asked me to tuck in my shirt.so i said its alr tucked in.so he asked me to pull up let him see.and guess what, ive got butter fingers.i accidentally pulled my shirt out and he saw my rubberband.so he asked for my handphone.then i say dont have, never bring.then he searched my bag.wtfffff! and he said my socks were too low, my hair is unacceptable.idiot.and omg, im so smart, i threw my phone to lina so will-i-am cant take it away.:D

then he saw my key-pouch.and he asked whats inside.so i said, "that's my pad." but of cos not luh, inside is keys lor.he is stupid, he believed me.and he said sorry.(: loser sia.then he took out my powder.( its baby powder btw) and he said, "im gonna call your parents.you know foundation and make up is not allowed." so i said, "today got pe, later im putting the powder in my neck." and he said," dont try to tell lie, this is face powder." so i said, "i really put on my neck, and my parents know i bring this to school." and you know what? he said, "okay, fine." lol, joke. and then he said, "you dont go to class, you wait for me outside the general office."

kay so i sat at the piano there, near the g.o., and watched other councillors doing their stupid duty, and i saw mr low, mrs chua and others panicking cos there aint enough umbrellas to shelter the students. -.=

i was like a fool, sitting there for so long.but i took out something to study also.heh, me is guai de lorrrrr.(: then 8.30 alr, so i walked to canteen and i saw will-i-am.then i went to ask him, "mr ho, you want me wait how long.im taking my O levels this year, i need to go for lessons." then he said, "oh, so sorry.i forgot about it.sorry, you make sure you tuck in your shirt next time." then i say, "orh.byebye."


FREAK, this whole thing is a joke.damn, he wasted my precious time luh!fuckkkkass.


brenda shall not elaborate more about today, cos she's too pissed.but studying at library today was fun.tc peepos!



"patch but dont study, or dont patch but study." thats what you asked me.so i'll tell you.DONT PATCH, YOU STUDY.its so hard to let you go, but for the sake of your not-so-bright future, i'll say no.you know i badly wanna patch, but i wont sacrifice your future for my own benefit.so since ive made a decision, i think its only fair that you keep your promise and really work hard.please okay? i trust you.

BRENDA LOVES EMATH!(:
ms yap here is a good teacher, ms gillian chua is a bad teacher.no one understands wtheck she talking.haha:D emath was cool today, i did my work and im happy with that.jiayous!

shit me.i skipped emath remedial today.): thankyou leh, twintwin.no more leh.please.O levels is so freaking near alr.concentrate, focus, do well.the rest can wait.esp that moron.

i was supposed to trash things out with someone today, but due to the lack of courage and uncontrollable tears, i didnt. =X shiaaaaaats! i'll be sure to talk to that person soon though.not i want to, its a must.damn.

shall keep post short today cos i tired and upset over everything.
why the hell am i behaving like this?! freak, i want all these nonsense to stop.
i should grow up.and learn to let go.
no point clinging on to something not worth my time.


thank you twin, siva, dion, yongsheng and xiaofeng.:D



sorry imma waste of your time.you know i dont wanna lose you, but i know you cant help it.once the feeling's gone, its gone.i know you tried, and i thank you for that.i just need time, please trust that i will.i promise you i will.and you know i will, cos i never fail to keep my every promise to you, dear.friends?(:

went to sungei buloh for family getto yesterday.hmm, pity not everyone was there.the rest were either not in singapore or they had something else on, so that left only 8 of us.but it was still fun(: me and mommy dearest were the only ones who got mosquito bites all over us.why always like that de!!! its always the both of us that attracts the mozzies.gahhhhh :/ we left the place at 7 plus and headed to turf city for dinner.the adults were lame.they spent almost 20 mins deciding on which restaurant to eat at.see, there's three restaurants there.all seafood kind.but its three different restaurants.the thing is, its all under the same management, so does it even matter which one we settle at? no.but my retarded family of adults stood outside and opened some "meeting". and after so long they finally decided on owen restaurant or something.kay mans, it was damn nice.but damn expensive, like $300++. im not sure the exact price, cos im wasnt the one who paid.HAHA.


next we went to giant for "shopping". lousy shopping, but in the end, brenda bought the most things!:D and my favourite of all is this cute little adorable water bottle, very childish dahs.but its super kawaii~ like me. :P its a baby dinosaur shape, i'll bring it to school.(:


reached home 10 plus close to 11.bathed and watched tv.oh yeah, i was msging XB ytd all the way.(: (: (: he started to msg me first!:D how cool is that huh! then at 11 plus he called me to chat, cos he was scared. (im not telling you why he was scared, its a secret!) so i pei him talk for almost 2 hours and i gotta sleep cos imma pig.a big fat pig.and i wanted my XB to sleep cos he hasnt been sleeping from friday.like omg! siao whr got ppl no need sleep one.gah, he said he wont sleep but i just called him 15 mins ago and he didnt pick up.so he's sleeping alright!the time now is 9.50am.haha.


okay movie date with peoples later.update again, loves much!



okie dokies, piccas below.love much!


im so happy you actually said you wanted to study.im so happy luh!(: ty baby for saying that, but i hope you really meant it.please work hard kk.and baby, dont scared alr.:D just think of me can le.haha.i love you v.v. muchh.<3

went to watch The Strangers with wenda, shermaine, twin, dion, liangcai, yongsheng. screw it! me and sher wanted to watch 10 Promises To My Dog de lor.thats why we met up la! in the end not only did the rest dont wanna watch, the stupid tickets got sold out.so no choice.): me is sad.): i wanna watch the doggy show luhhhhh!): lemme tell ya, The Strangers was real bad,there is no freaking storyline at all la! but was super creepy.i spent 3/4 of the time covering half my face with my bunny.:D guess what? i screamed like nobody's business luh.as usual mans.haha.i was on the verge of crying can! stupid masked ppl so scary can anot!!! i wore someone's cardigan, so it wasnt that bad after all.hurr hurr.

then went to walk walk.and i ate ice-cream on the way.everyone else watched me eat.sad case, i really must jian fei alr.cos i got a new nickname from dion.and i seriously dont want ppl to call me that mans.): my mozzie bites were killing me, so the girls took turns to either slap the itchy areas or to put crosses on 'em.me is a poor thang. then went to taka and we saw this food fair thingy.so i immediately went to sample the food and bought lotsa nice stuff to eat.:D durian and cheese sponge cake rockkks!

i won siva and dion at outrun! thanks terence for teaching me how to drive 2 years ago.im practising real hard.:D

tomorrow back to school!(: yay yay yay!~


FACT OF THE DAY: I AM A PIG. I EAT LIKE I'VE NEVER EATEN FOR YEARS.

i actually wanted to ask you everything i wanna know, but still havent got the chance.whatever it is, i just want to know the truth.i just wanna know what you're thinking inside.and i wanna know if you had been a sucker all along, like what you said.i dont believe anything you told me, cos everything seemed so true.xiaobei, you loved me, didnt you?

thursday! chemistry was a total waste of everyone's time luh.mrs gan is a crackpot.one moment she's nice to you, another moment she anyhow lose her bloody temper.siao dahs~ this kind hor, walao sure make us flunk our chem de lor.shiaaaat!she is having her frigging pms every single time i see her lor.mental disorder. ):


had a good long talk with xuexue.thanks so much babe for that! i really appreciate it alot cos you really helped me understand some things and cleared the misunderstanding i had for you.sorry i actually doubted you a little.): really, im thankful to have a darling friend like you.please study EXTREMELY hard k? must do your best, promote to sec five, like what you told me.(: try your best cos i know your class always very noisy, so wanna concentrate also a but tough.but still, must pay attention okay! your prelims are round the corner.one more month, start getting worried pls!yeahs, THANK YOU A MILLION FOR TODAY.<33


i was a bad kiddo today! *slaps myself* i listened to music during math class.too bad, cos reggie just cant get my attention siolx.and and and... twin and i left school way earlier than we were supposed to be, and went to bbt to slack with berlinda and shermaine.but we were still nice, we helped renice and bridie and yishih buy bbt okay!(: but we were bad too): we skipped science SRP lor.natazsha also.lalalas~ okay the rest shant be updated cos of some reason...


WENDA LIM.dont so sad please.today is HAPPY SIX MONTHS for goodness sake! walao if i nv break 11 more days jiu 6 mths liao lor.): stupid gavin ang.babe, things will be fine, you dont have to worry so much.sometimes we really need to give and take de.must understand him hor!(: dont sad alr, or else i break down with you, and my poor twinnie must wipe my tears again.lol!



Brenda. Let go, let go, let go...




i hope you're alr at home pigging.dont make me worried you this poor little baby.ytd never go home today look so tired.but the way you slept was damn cute.ytd you cut yourself with the scissors i so heartpain can.kk i promise next time i let you do whatever you wanna do to me.i let you disturb, i let you bully.i dont want you to hurt yourself le kay? woaini.

stress siaaa.mock exams are like so near can.and i've got like so much to study.night-studied with dion, siva, darshan(dk how to spell sorry!) and ex-boyf. *extremely wide grin* there was ALOT of unecessary noise lor, G was childish as usual luh.but i like(: but in the end i still managed to do some math questions.yay.shant update much here, cos im too shy to talk about what happened to me and ex-boyf "in the dark", NOT!me is crazy.

my tian, i think almost everyone i know are still in the holiday mood lor.walao ppl! cannot like that hor.sec four alr, O levels in 3months time.esp twintwin uh! dont everyday tired, wanna sleep and other nonsense.make sure you study hard.i dont wanna keep nagging at you luh. must guai kk.(: kay mans, i should really focus on the happy things that happened and not him.see, i've got loads of wonderful things to share yo!


im starting to wake up from my lalaland and studying harder than before.(:

my maths improved alot yo!(:

i have many wonderful and delightful students now, and they're all doing very well.(: (which goes to say that imma SUPERBBBB teacher)

i got closer with wenda, dion, siva and others.(:

kailin and me appeared in the same picca once and now everytime she sees me she smiles.(:

jacqueline is another BIGBIG fan of mike he jun xiang, and at least we dont hate each other now.(:

shermaine chong is like damn close to me now, compared to last year when she hated me like fuck cos of someone...(: lol, chiobu!

im glad my darling peacie-poos are still there for me, each and every single time i need 'em.rachel/sandra/amanda/lina. *mwahhs*

I LOVE MY TWINTWIN MORE THAN EVER!(:
meloveyoumanyyyy~


and thanks alot yongsheng for being super nice to me all the time, maid!(:


lol, cheryl ang shiyuan! please meet up soon!(: miss ya many many alot alot.



see see see! there are so many things for me to feel thankful and happy about.its really time to let go, i keep telling myself.know what's the priorities.yeapyeapps! jiayous x10000000!:D taptap you too okay?smile smile hor.




although you really hurt me, at least i used to think i was happy.thank you so so much for everything.im really very happy you did VERY WELL for you n level oral.keep it up wor.you can do it de, smart little boy.B, isly very very much.you must be happy.

WENDA LIM PEIPEI.
thanks alot for this, dearie.
walao, for nothing you made me cry again.
sickening wor.but really, thank you and you just made me love you more.




Mario Vazquez - Gallery

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her?
Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em justlike you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em justlike you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery





I AM NOTHING BUT A PRICELESS WORK OF ART...

hi people! i got a new nickname today. RUDOLPH the red nose reindeer. i was feeling very sleepy so i slept during amath class.i put my head down flat on the table. sorry mr haw, i did try to stay awake though.so i was in slumberland for two whole periods and renice had a hard time waking me up.so sorry mans.i cant help being sucha pig.kay so when i finally woke up, those around me made some stupid noises cos they saw my face.gahhhh :/ my nose was like pink.very pink, and i looked like Rudolph. and plus the whole of my left cheek had this scar or mark thingy.so awful can! so me covered my face and nose when i got out of class.but some people still saw.gosh, rudolph. -.=

geog was as boring as can be.sickening mother nature gave us test again.

after school i wanted to be good girl and go for SRP.cos i wanna do wel for o levels.in the end cos of twinnie i pon amath can! shiats.i swear this is the last time mans.sorry again, mr haw.but i went for emath.and i paid 150% of my fullest of the fullest attention and did my work properly.100% of learning goes to myself and another 50% to teach my dear students + twintwin. lol, birdie, yishih and renice, imma good teacher right???!!! you all understood my lesson hor? haha. $40 an hour for tuition is damn worth it.i see myself improving alot.yay(: and people who are jealous that i have grown smarter cant believe im chiong-ing.XD



whatever it is, some people have nothing to do and have pms like almost everyday.of cos im not referring to myself cos you know you know? everyone knows why im like that now... okay lemme get this straight and clear.i HATE being accused for something i didnt do.and fucker, get your fucking facts right before you start pointing your fucking finger at me.dont wait till you get to know the truth then you come act sorry.i fucking dont give a damn.




DION CHIA IS A BIG FAT MEANIE.
he made my poor taptap cry by opening his big fat mouth.we were hanging out at bbt and he saw "some two people".and he told shermaine.wtf.thanks to him she cried.): me was sad too.hais.same boat.nono its our sunken sampan. sighs.

taptap dont cry already.he isnt worth it.dont waste time on people who hurt you so much can! i wont ask you to cheer up cos i know its useless, wont be of any help.i understand.but just.. smile la.no tears on the face can alr.kkkk?(:


ok.. im like broke luh.stupid cafe cartel was like $50+++++! dinner was alright luh, though the food was nice, but dion had to spoil my mood by mentioning someone.omg im like trying my best not to think of him alr lor. guo fen! kay at least i still had wenda.ty for being there yeah? humphhh! siva was really nice too. he had his fair share of our so-called leftovers.haha. aye siva! dont keep holding on already, let go.we must try our best okay!must know what's best for ourselves, no point hanging on to people who dont fucking treasure us.





hey i hope you did well for you oral yah? i prayed for you like siao can.i bet i was more nervous than you luh.must take your n levels seriously hor.please ah.if what you told her was true, then i wish you well.ily "bestie".

QUEEN.

Brenda Yap.
21o892
I ♥ to eat.

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." - Jeremiah 3:3


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