just woke up from pigging, still wearing
your cardigan, which i wore to church just now in the morning.was reminded that
you dont belong to me anymore, i cant believe
you're gone forever.i dunno how life i gonna be like now, after what happened on friday.you dont have to be guilty, or sorry, or whatever.im the one who was a total waste of
your time all along.we'll see how it goes tomorrow ba.please be in school okay?i wanna see
you, i miss
you.the feeling just gets stronger and stronger,
you mean everything to me, and its everything.
you'll be the first one i think about, the one who decides on my mood everyday.darling,
you're the #1 in my heart, not anyone else.
I LOVE YOU, hun.& always will.nothing's gonna change this.
gillian, sandra, rachel, wenda, twintwin.dont worry, sweets.im fine.really.maybe i dont look convincing, but trust me, i'll get over this one day.i wont ask anything of him anymore, just like what i promised you guys.I MUST STUDY AND DO WELL.
hectic schedule for the coming weeks.monday: school ends at 5pm, tuition from 6 till 7.30pm.tueday: school ends at 5pm, might be meeting outside friends for study.wednesday: school ends at 5pm, night study from 6 till 8pm.thursday: school ends at 5pm, tuition from 5.30 till 7.30pm.friday: school ends at 4pm, night study from 6 till 8pm.mock exams in 21 days.study hard, gavin.you can do it.keep your promise to me, i'll keep mine to your mom's.
We could have been infinite. @ 5:34 AM
