just came back from outside, going out again at 5 plus for my weekly family getto.i love everyone of them yo.ohkay, i was scrolling my folders and i found this video, which i asked amanda lim (EX-WIFEY), to send to me cos i sorta lost it somehow.stupid me.kao~ the video super hilarious la.all those who have seen it, i know you watched it more than three times.dont ask me why, but i just think so.hurr hurr.those who haven seen it, you should watch.really very funny.and my dearest PEACIE-POOS, i gotta tell you i missed acting man.although i wasnt professional then, i assure you my acting skills have improved a whole lot le lor.i dont peek into the camera or tou xiao alr.so joker la!

NOTE TO ALL VIEWERS: this video is highly reccommended although it is lame, stupid, not professional, and i know we all look super stupid inside,esp the hair.but you gotta understand, this was taken way back then.we didnt know what was fashion okay.im glad we dont look like that now.(: enjoy! (kay i dont know why there appears to be two video thingys, i cant remove one.so too bad.)

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no one can understand how i feel now, the pain and hurt is just so.. indescribable...

yesterday night was a torture, it seriously was.thanks alot, gavin, for doing this to me.i'll remember what you msged me, and i'll remember what we talked about on the phone.im glad you told me the truth, although it hurt alot.you said i could choose to wait for you if i wanted, i will.you made me promise not to ever leave you, and im not breaking my promise.i know im no more than a friend to you now, but you know for sure, that in my heart, you'll always be my baby.